03.19.21—Past the Point of Diminishing Returns Little update..

03.19.21—Past the Point of Diminishing Returns Little update… The story of my life lately. Feeling rough my friends... It was spring break—yet my university did not give us a spring break because of the pandemic. They are speeding us through the semester—but there is so much information to absorb and not enough time. Let me not forget to mention that my daughter’s birthday was Thursday but I was too busy completing midterms to make her feel special. I tried—I really did—but I don’t think she felt special and I don’t think my midterms got the proper attention either. So I let her stay with my mother Thursday night and decided to stay up all night trying to complete my assignments and midterm that were all due the Friday at 5 PM (for this one class that I’ve neglected the whole semester.). Worst idea in the world. I finished the assignment and the midterm—but by the time I got to the midterm essays I was passed the point of diminishing returns and not sure how well I actually did on that. At least it’s done. Right after I turned in my assignment I ended up projectile vomiting all the water and coffee I drank. Not fun. And then here I am trying to feel better in a hot bath. Yesterday I still couldn’t eat anything without getting sick and my ex-husband had to send me saltine crackers and sprite through Postmates. 🥺😢😭 I was unable to complete any assignments because my brain was still crazy and I just didn’t feel good. Oh yeah—And then Anne came to visit and I got my cramps with it. This might be too much information but since were so close and you see me naked almost every day you should know that I’ve been getting my cycle every three weeks for like the last four cycles if not more... I don’t know anymore. I have no idea what’s wrong with me it could really be stress. I feel like I’m drowning. There’s just too much to do and not enough time. And I hate cramping and I hate making content when I feel like this—so I really appreciate you guys for supporting me even when I am an underperforming mess like this. You should know that I’m feeling better today this wonderful Sunday but I was on dance mom duty all day and now I’m super behind on other work that has piled up while I was sick. Yay. Thanks for watching and listening and reading my rant. I love you guys💚. Thank you for being here for me. 💚💫💚